In fact, I asked GOD not to wake me up the next day. Jesus LOVES you all dearly! I know I do, unless I’m loving others. I really wonder sometimes why didn’t God make a very good man like me meet a good woman to have a family with instead of still being Single And Alone today which it wasn’t my choice at all either. GOD loves some people and must hate people like me, I’m not sorry I question GOD will about how I feel. He values you. >154 richardderus: - Oh dear on … Jesus words in Luke 13:1-4 about Pilate’s murders (sin) and the Tower of Siloam (random) are the same. I wish more people did that, and then maybe I would have at least one person I could count on in addition to Jesus. So please, stay alive for us. Every one of us. Meanwhile, I see people like you as heroes. I’m missing out. MARIA A dry jest, sir. Oh, if Mary were but known, there would be no coldness to Jesus then! But I was unable, because I could not even ease the pain that was going on in the inside of myself. I hope you do not mind, but I will keep you in my prayers, God bless you. What I’m going to write is not meant as a consolation for you. If you or someone you know is considering suicide, know that resources are available. the Bible is full of examples of the people God came through for, but where are the stories about all the ones He didn’t. I feel God hates me. I stopped believing in God because scientifically there is no proof. It is insane to say one hates an individual yet loves an idea of some sort. No I don’t think Christian women are bad many of my married female sisters are really kinder than my own sibling, but I’ve not the luck of running into a single women for myself. Its a trick of evolution that makes us not ABLE to care. I will GLADLY be nothing special to look at like Christ. I’m a sinner too. I respect you. Maybe a few ancient pics in a box, a name remembered as great great grandpa or maybe an item not yet sold or forgotton. I’d be lying to you if I said I did. So the least you can do is to worship the supreme God that made you and made your family, friends, and the world. God created human along with human nature knowingly and willingly to torture some. He condoned people being hurt and abused to this very day.I have prayed and fasted but what i see he blesses the sinful and they have happy lives.I am giving up this and go on the best way I can.IT is said because we love a God who does not love us. I’m sure He is too. You are spirit, and your pure soul is as good as God. Take it out of your chest and give it to him. But there is no better group of people to give it to, so maybe I should write it…. Yet YOU are something YOU can change. Before you get angry at God or frustrated with him or try to make sense of things on your own of why this and why that why don’t you take some time and just ask him humbly not in a demanding way or aggressive way just simply ask him and read the Bible and see what happens. The devil would love to convince you to kill yourself, so he can have the pleasure of watching you burn in hell with him forever. Bottom line is that some people in this lifetime have been blessed with many things/talents/beauty etc. He can take it. Yet, I too firmly believe the more I pray, the worse things become in my life. Too all you of you wondering why God hates you – God hates you because he is a wicked psychopath who enjoys seeing people suffer. I have been a born-again Christian for most of my life, I got real serious about it when I started having attack after attack, both physical and spiritual, ie- actual spirits in the home, on the way to spread the gospel to a muslim woman one morning, I had my legs swept out from under me for no apparent reason, I have prayed over people who had cancer, different types, who had second tests that confirmed it was carcenoma cancer, and they were healed, one had penis cancer my wife and I prayed about him to God, he was healed, to this day I have never met the man, only a thanks through his wife whom my wife worked for. You are here for a reason. I fell like God hates me sometimes, but it’s a Devils lie. Occasionally, the website mis-applies a block from a previous visitor. – After we are saved, then we are able to do good works, thru the Holy Ghost, by walking in Him. Especially when most of us knowingly and unapologetically sin like crazy and then try to bargain with God once we need something. People I love never have to question my love. This caused permanent, irreversible spinal nerve damage to develop and make me disabled for the rest of my life. They track your phone number from previous calls and build a file on you. And the people answered him not a word.”, There is no fence riding in this life. Of course not. As I read it, God accepts you as you are! I Dont Really Know What To Say About This.I Thought Am The Only One Passing Thru Such A Terrible Thing.But I 100 Percent Believe The Comment That Says The Kinder You Are The Worst You Suffer. The first surgeon who operated on me twice quit being my surgeon, so I found a new surgeon who implanted my spinal cord stimulator and fused the last two levels of my spine. Please consider submitting this desire to Him. I have tested God. It only matters if someone lets it matter. You do nothing to help these people because you are too clean to get your hands dirty. I’m looking at homelessness. There is adventure and suffering. A world with free will, free nature, random results. Please try to pray in faith, asking Him to influence situations. So that he could exist in the lives of those that he created in his own image. But then I met people that changed my life forever. He hates some of us, but keeps us around. if the LORD be God, follow him: but if Baal, then follow him. App for Why Oh Why Are Deserts Dry? satan hates man and wants nothing more than to convince man to goto hell with him. God could have kept these people honest and get me a decent settlement. I’d love to ask GOD why me. I am beyond UGLY. If God was so loving he would have never even created us. I cannot vomit Susie because I. One will set a thousand to flight and two 10,000 to flight. I pray for others, NEVER FOR MYSELF, save for strength and perseverance. Repentance in a man’s heart for a wrong done would cancel and annul that sin; and no verbal prayers for forgiveness be required or desired or expected of that man. I seriously don’t know what could of caused this hatred toward me, but I guess even God has to let out his anger on something, or in my case, something. And we AREN’T loved unconditionally by God, who threatens us with the eternal fires of Hell if we don’t love Him. 1 Kings 18:21, ” 49 YEARS OF BEING REPULSIVE. It’s a process. There is no proof and I will not follow crap like this. I also pray that everything gets better for you and you can overcome your fears and insecurities. If I can not help, and I can not, I will not harm. If I could meet or be with any of you, I would be your friend, and I love you. Killing yourself is not an option. You are selfish you think you deserve that which you lack knowledge and ability to have. One Cent, Two Cents, Old Cent, New Cent. I have to beg people for money, im sick of tired it. Please, please people don’t kill or end your life because you feel mistreated in this lifetime. Through all my life of suffering, I am currently suffering the most I ever have, and it is easier than in the past because, this time I realized to ask the Lord regularly for these things: strength, endurance, peace, joy, patience, faith, love, hope, understanding and wisdom. God can tell us, me, that God is a good God. I do what I can to do my part. 52 Years of living is enough, with GOD in control I live 52 more and it will be the same. Lazarus suffered physical and mental degradation and humiliation. And then we started on blaming God. He evaluates and sets us free for reasons or no reasons. The rich stay rich the poor stay poor, if your born in the family your life can be hell. The next thing I know I was sitting on the ground and the ear surgeon fed me a slice of blood red fruit and I swallowed it and it revived me. He is our Father who cares deeply for all of us he just wants a relationship with you and to be your foundation. Picture books are generally great options for toddlers and for preschool and kindergarten age children. If your IP address is shown by Maxmind to be outside of Germany and you were momentarily blocked, another issue is that some Web browsers erroneously cache the block. The disciples were sent out without a bag, walking stick or money for their missionary journey (Luke 9:6). It’s self-delusional crap. It triggered my own depression, anxiety. He wants to keep you from God, heaven, rewards, blessing others. Helpful. You can ask the Lord for a job, money, a spouse, friends, etc… .but ALSO ask him for the above things. But when we don’t forgive from your heart, the miracle often stops. I have forgiven my enemies. I read that you are the Professor of Pastoral Care. This is a wonderful time to be blind compared to even 100 years ago. A great spiritual revival will then happen. I mean, we don’t expect these things to happen to us. We wanted to see for ourselves. I want to love Him but I hate Him. In case anyone wonders I am a fool who was somehow (GOD WHY!!!! As we can see, nobody has the answers to our pain and torture. Try thanking God different ways. I pick up Bible and turned right to Matthew chapter , that says when you cry out I won’t hear you.. What’s weird is, it like when I pray, there isn’t no one there, well at least Jesus doesn’t feel like he’s there like it felt during hard times in life. Losing your house and job is horrible. If that was all there was then it wouldn’t be so confusing. There is pain, suffering and freedom. I don’t believe God controls us, or He would need to be the author of all the good things – and ALL of the evil things. It’s true to a point, I’ve made enough lemonade in this world. Maybe you will meet someone you care for ten thousand times more! I cannot keep myself in faith, but You Lord, abide faithful and I will trust You. Your email address will not be published. When did we ever see you sick or in prison and visit you?’ “And the King will say, ‘I tell you the truth, when you did it to one of the least of these my brothers and sisters, you were doing it to me!’”. It was a beautiful gift. If in your heart and by your actions, you show that you want to be and do good – by all means, you are Christ’s and the sufferings you are bearing – will most certainly attain for you great glory. Right now it’s even worse …no stable …job salary does not even last two days it’s gone…I have been praying hard to God to remember me but all he gives me is his back. Does he hate me so bad that he let me born and instead of killing then and there he let me live and suffer slowly??? I also had two heart attacks. This answer is nonsense. God is still the same. I can see why you say God hates you. I ask him to forgive me for everything and especially my mistake of being born poor especially in Africa where everything is nothing it’s all darkness around you where only you will understand the real meaning of agony and pain, Ask him daily for a break through, funny i was reading the comments made by many people, and i thought about how difficult things are in Africa for many people ,black people, especially some arab people also ,i attend an African church in the U.S, many of the church goers are people doing well. Maybe the reconciliation or solution is in being “okay” with what is. You are very correct – about god only rewards superficial – and hates everything against it….. god sucks – period. I am speaking just to your heart. You think these people haven’t done anything in to help themselves & improve their situations? A lot. This is an extreme lie. Please note the advice given here is still valid for online interviews and we recommend that you prepare for interviews just as you would if the meeting were going to be face to face. We did not want to be children, living in a gilded cage. It actually makes me hope there is no god (or gods) but rather, just randomness. However, there are treatments for those problems so that, with time, you can overcome the pain and be able to enjoy your sexuality. But you love the world nevermind the spots! Consider those opportunities as special to you! Honestly I have an extremely high I.Q. Jesushimself said he and father God were one together. Grow up and face the truth. TRICK. I read it many yeaars ago and have just given my copy to one of my children, but I want to read it again. God did what God wanted to do. I thought what in the world.. but I just kinda forgot about it until around June 5thish I get really really sick, and lay in bed for 3 weeks. Interesting that this article mentions homosexuality as a reason why people think God hates them, and then has the audacity to say that the reason for this is human cruelty. I am not delusional. I have no more eloquent speech. It is just people who are so flawed, even hateful, as they pick their social hierarchies in church families. Thank you for your conversation over these last years! I wish that for just one day you could stand inside their shoes and for just that one moment they could be you ! Not in ourselves at all! He created you because you are amazing just as you are. Show Me The Honey Reader Read Dr Seuss: The Cat In The Hat Knows A Lot About That Set - Pack Includes 5 Books - 1. Thanks religion…no no don’t complain at my complaints you got what you wanted right? I’m truly about to give up on all of this. Not people who project, manipulate, are full of rage. What a jerk. Yet the book of Job proves that suffering is not always due to sin, but randomness and reasons we will never know. No relief from financial burden. HOW can you think that god loves if he doesn’t even love me AND DON’T say that he does because I have done nothing so wrong that even as a child, a 4 year old girl NO ONE LIKED me. People believe in God as a coping mechanism because deep down inside they know such entity does not exist and things never do get better. It is not that being married is good or bad – its just different, with different opportunities. you preach the false doctrine of a personal god. The problem with Good God is evil. But let me say, we all have a false Hod in our hearts. I truly wish I was never born. Creative writing by OpenAI’s GPT-3 model, demonstrating poetry, dialogue, puns, literary parodies, and storytelling. God is real and he is Good. and that once Jesus came – the genealogies ended – except not really – now God says, “We are all sons of God through faith in Christ Jesus”! So it’s bull, or he isn’t listening, or doesn’t care or just likes to use people as a whipping boy. I have conversations all the time, alone, in my car, on the hill, in my kitchen, I am constantly talking to GOD. They weren’t perfect, and had some week days. God always changes us from the inside out, and I give Him the glory that He delivered me from depression and sarcasm and awful shyness. I can tell you that if God had loved me for a fraction of a second I wouldn’t exist. Remember to look at Jesus. My life actually became so terrible because I had dreams from the Lord about the last days, and when I tried to share with the people I know, they became enraged. I dont want to praise a god that made me lucky. No offense but God kinda sits there looking waiting for you to try something it may or may not work, I just know from my own relationship with God I got to do the work (as per my human abilities to do so) in order to get anything never got a handout for nothing but idle words and discouraging statements like pray and read your bible (like any Christian who can read never read at least some part of the Bible and talked to God) people sometimes just speak without getting it, as for the whole thing with people during and being tortured for their faith no proof can be said that they always keep faith other than what is said and when we meet God I’m sure we will see the truth I hope I get to be with God in His temple but till then idk I’ll just keep suffering till I get over what ever is going on in life including my depression and loneliness and my lack of faith in Gods promises, I hope I get over all my little things and toughen up cause I hate life right now and I haven’t really enjoyed after being saved sense my first girlfriend I’m only 24 now and was saved 2009 got my first gf in 2012 and it was horrible experience and I tried again last year and this was even worse and I tried with others in between but nothing, who knows might never get married might never have kids with someone I will live with for the rest of my life, might die young might die old might be miserable forever might become happy today and forever more or a mix and match idk I just hope God will be more protective of my heart and mind but even then the Bible says guard your heart cause if you don’t we’ll then guess what your screwed cause that’s what’s going to make you look good in Gods eyes despite what Jesus did on the cross which sucks to me cause sometimes no matter how much you want to be good to others and forgive and all that jazz you just can’t seem to get past what your heart feels and thinks, I just want to love God again but I find it hard when I know he is ultimately in control it’s just the thought of that that makes it hurt cause how does my death and misery spiritually and as a whole person glorify his name, I’m terrified of the idea of becoming like Judis or like Cain or like that married couple who died in Acts I lament on the thought of being mocked in hell seeing the promises God had for me supposedly but for what ever reason I was made to be in capable even with the Holy Spirit to overcome the test and receive them supposedly I was supposed to be married like 5 times according to prophets and look at me now and it’s not from a lack of being open and trying this makes it even more difficult to trust God if His supposed prophets who I believe most must have been legit according to accurate and sometimes fulfilled prophecies. However, God is still God even if people are flawed. We don’t all get loving parents and family’s.I’m old now and this still troubles me. My heart breaks as I read your statement. God created a random world, full of disaster, pain and opportunities. I live on government benefits because I am so repulsive I can’t get a job. I can’t heal you. 3 people found this helpful. You’re blessed Jim Wolf. Always was. Adam and Eve were just like us. ALL of us would have tried it. I apologize to him all the time…i wish i had grown up under different circumstances so god could be more proud of me… im so so so sorry i wasnt…, But now, illl never be allowed to have a happy life…and i feel like there was nothing i could have done about it. You should appreciate every little “good” thing that happens to you. We need a place to love other people. Ruthless People Win ,Emotional People loose, serving others will not get you god ,it will get you a terrible death Like the one my mother got. Jesus so called died to save us from our sins and makes all these empty promises about prayer bla bla, none of it is true for this life anyways, maybe the select few paraplegics and street hobos will enter heaven in the afterlife, but none of our prayers do *@&! annual pay raise. The problem is that suicide can fail. So yes it’s true that many problems are human induced, yet it is God who created us this way, and hence God knew how we would treat each other. Humans can recreate that dysfunction if that is what paid them money and people wanted it. I have tried my best to be obedient to God and serve him. He blessed my crooked doctors, and he blessed my crooked attorneys who were paid off. well,i believed that god love all of us,we just got to open our self up to him,the best ways of saying it is to always make good s choices in life,help our people if u can,and always pray,that your life get better. He projects a public persona that is loving and wonderful. It’s there. So yes, I hate God, he hates me, he hates the ant for the weight of a grain of earth in the many moments of measure in the mind of the ant- It may be below and beneath God, but is it not all to the ant as it is for me?. If anything, you probably hate yourself, but need someone else to blame — and of course you choose God. That is more of a society problem. Oh! If I as an authority over a particular house handed over to you all the authority & influence I wielded over the house, it becomes your responsibility to take charge over the house & if you misuse that authority or give it over to another terrible person, the house & everything in it will be damaged & destroyed not because of me who gave you responsibility over it, but because of you who misused the authority given to you over it. I didn’t ask to be born. It’s the same for everyone. Maybe I will see you there someday. I give to others and can’t save a dollar. I was just born this way and there are scientific explanations for that. Again, once a saint gets to the other side, God can provide him or her all the love, wisdom, peace, joy, gifts, talents, etc, for all eternity. JEALOUSY is thy name sons of Ishmael. I grew up in church so i pray the way I was taught. Every soul knows God, since every soul comes from God. many people understand i don’t want a life. I want so badly for you to see what I see. To the chief Musician, A Psalm of David. False. My question is, if God LOVED me , why did he wire my brain this way, FROM THE DAY I CAME OUT OF MOMS STOMACH I’ve been wild, ADHD,& LD..Probably bi polar as well but refused to take heavy ssr meds.. Why do ignorant people with mental issues get punished.. AND NOW A MUTANT GENE.. I wanted to minister. I can handle having the worst luck in the world. But God has showed actions to me in the most stern way ever. Obviously we are not going to Heaven, unless it’s for God to continue to use us as whipping posts. And we all get more convinced every day that it is because it isn’t there at all. I live in nashville an hate this concrete jungle, I get in moods were I drink with ibuprophan to kill the pain. Jehovah said suicide is the BEST thing I could do. If Christianity can’t explain this source of evil other than making my status a scapegoat, it’s time I started seeking a better faith. Might have avoided years of depression and hopelessness. Maybe God chose Israel as an example of his interactions with a nation in the physical/material realm. We were given less knowledge, but a simpler task. It may be, destiny, it may be weather. Males can just go and create and they have no idea what a woman go through. ———————————————————- And UNLOVED!!!!!!!!! I also think God’s will set me to accept death. i hurt myself to much times and i think imgoing gto suiside. 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